there it goes.

wow. where did this year go? it seemed to have passed us by soo quickly. and as each passing year flies by, i sit back for awhile and think..."did i make the best of each second? each minute? each hour? each day?" i close my eyes and watch the year in a fast-forward view. everything's like a dream. or a nightmare. depending on which day i go back to.

january 2006: one word describes it best - confusion. but then there's the jealousy. the frustration. the hidden feelings. the big secrets. the fall. the hope. the faith.
february 2006: the rise. the saving. hearts. invites. opened eyes. realization. acceptance. BELIEF.
march 2006: pens. thats all i can say. HAHA.
april 2006: revival. confirmed. feelings. alive. so close. heartbeat. trembling. seven minutes. cp. three past. start of something REAL.
may 2006: many firsts. hehe (:
june 2006: losing. she's gone; again. repetition. drift away. hurt. disappointment. frustration.
bday. bracelet. love. missing friends.
july - august: bored. sarahg. concert. guppy. internal disaster. missing pieces. sad. girl of dreams = anger and annoyance. "go away"
september 2006: month of many wishes.
october 2006: bfil? i wish.
november 2006: mom's bday. dismayal. mask. fake. never good enough for them. scared.
december 2006: disregard unimportant issuess. realization, again. acceptance again. FAITH again. gratitude. peace. love. strong. amazed. desiring. longing. feeling. not alone.

just a couple of words to describe my year. heads up for 2007!
new year's resolution? secret ;]

hope you all have a wonderful holiday break!!!
ima be in the philippines and missing the first day of school back,
so see you all on the ninth of january '07! byeeeeeeeeeee<3