back again.

i'm back.

back to the reality of life.

back to the old thoughts.

that i dont want to go back to.

back to the complications.

back to the regrets.

that i dont want to go back to.

back to the stress.

back to the old feelings.

that i dont want to go back to.

i'm back.

but despite all this, it feels good:

to see you.

to see them.

to be back again.

to be near.

to be me.

and yet, i dont want to be me.

to feel how i feel.

save me,

when i come back again...