a bowl of enlightenment, please.

her (2:34:09 PM): I hope I survive that freakin hard ass school
her (2:34:13 PM): I heard my year is full of nerds
her (2:34:18 PM): That's what a junior told me ):
her (2:34:19 PM): grrr
me (2:35:05 PM): haha dont be so believing in rumors :]
me (2:35:13 PM): besides who knows. in the end, you may like it
me (2:35:24 PM): and itll be good for you in the end
her (2:37:25 PM): Hopefully
her (2:37:34 PM): dengg, you're so optimistic
her (2:37:37 PM): you're my postive side
her (2:37:48 PM): you make me think so positive, & I'm usually a REALLY negative person
her (2:37:55 PM): towards myself & just life. ):
me (2:38:08 PM): ahh you know, i just learned this past year
me (2:38:17 PM): that if you always think negatively about everything
me (2:38:23 PM): you'll never be truly happy
me (2:38:29 PM): i learned that the hard way lol
me (2:38:46 PM): to be honest. this past year was my worst year EVER.
me (2:39:04 PM): i was so negative about EVERYTHING in my life. grades. school. friends. love. and everything. and it just made me miserable.
me (2:39:22 PM): lol i had a lot of breakdowns during the year. surprisingly.
me (2:39:54 PM): but i realize now, theres no point in complaining about things. and life's too short to be so down or upset or negative, ya know? :]
me (2:40:05 PM): lifes more fun when you look on the positive side haha
her (2:40:49 PM): YOU'RE ABSOLUTELY RIIIIGH
her (2:40:55 PM): thanks for that whole long lesson
her (2:41:04 PM): I think I'ved started to change mentally
her (2:41:06 PM): by not being negative
me (2:41:07 PM): haha yah sorry. i tend to rant a lot.
her (2:41:24 PM): ITs okay. that means you care a lot about me (;
me (2:41:33 PM): haha. id just hate for anyone to have to go through what i did this past year. lol
her (2:41:34 PM): which is really niice to know
her (2:41:39 PM): awww that's really sweet of you, rona. Hahaha
me (2:41:58 PM): haha i try ;]
her (2:42:01 PM): No. You're effort has paid off
her (2:42:13 PM): I'll take your advice
her (2:42:22 PM): & try to be positive towards Life & school
her (2:42:27 PM): thanks alot.
me (2:42:51 PM): you're very very welcome :]
me (2:43:04 PM): and if ever you need anyone iono just to talk to
me (2:43:08 PM): im here haha
her (2:47:23 PM): I will go to you
me (2:47:58 PM): haha :]
her (2:48:12 PM): no I'm serious
her (2:48:21 PM): cause you're such a happy & positive ass person
her (2:48:24 PM): I wish I was you
her (2:48:50 PM): I wish had the brains, was pretty, and always positive towards my surroundings, me, school, friends, relationships, & just SIMPLY life
her (2:48:52 PM): SMART ONE!
me (2:49:06 PM): haha you know. its easier than it sounds :]
me (2:49:15 PM): besides. you obviously have brains
me (2:49:23 PM): if you're going to --- right?
me (2:49:38 PM): and i think you're pretty
me (2:50:10 PM): you know. physical appearance is all about self confidence.
me (2:50:21 PM): and the trick to looking good? hahahaha
me (2:50:28 PM): "happiness is the best cosmetic"
her (2:52:10 PM): WOW. You're like Dr. Rona
her (2:52:35 PM): you're like a person that can make anybody feel good about themselves
me (2:53:01 PM): hahaha well its all true if you really believe it :]
her (2:54:29 PM): yup yup yup


well. i feel accomplished. haha. just passing on life's experiences to the next generations, you know. hahahhaa ;] but seriously, its hard to believe i just said all that. im glad ive moved on from being such a pessimist :]
life's too short to waste.