agh. that post was horrible. sorry, it was a spur of the moment thing. and i deleted it for a couple reasons. one, i cussed. two, it deserves some explaining. and three, it sucked. haha..
so basically. lets start over. i woke up this morning, crying. ive been having a lot of dreams lately. dreams, nightmares. whatever you wanna call them. they're all one and the same to me. it was one of those "everyone you love dies" dreams. except...it felt so real. i cant explain it..it was so clear and i thought it was really happening..until i woke up in my bed of course. but it was horrible..long story short, everyone i care about died..and it was all my fault. you can imagine what that could have done to me. aghhhh. that was the longest dream ive ever had in my life. and ironically, its the one i remember the most clearest. like i can visually see it all happening in my head. omg. im gonna go insane if i ever have that dream again...that gave me such a bad morning...bleh.
i wonder where dreams come from? what makes us dream what we do? crazyy...but anyway. i feel better now that i ate lunch. haha. whatever.
make a wish! its 1:11..
beautiful disaster.
- rOnaMaGlian
- dancing is my passion. writing is my escape; i run to this blog when im exploding with emotion.
4 comments:
awww is that why you were feeling down..? :(
so like, do you make wishes at 1:11 or 1:01? isn't it 11:11?? so should it be 1:01? but then it's not a complete row of 1's, there's a gap where there's a 0.
i had a dream i had a dog two nights ago. i had a fight with my parents so i ran away with it, to the park, and then i went to sleep. how retarded, i slept in my sleep. anyway, i think it was a german shepherd. stupid cats.
t'kare. i think beach on friday should clear up this stuff (:
xoxoxo
i make wishes at 1:11, 11:11, and 1:01...and all the other correspondent numbers. hahaha.
i might be abusing my wishmaking. hahahah oh well. shouldnt hurt.
lemme know about friday early,
cuz i get in trouble with
last minute stuff..
wow. we even have creepy dreams at the same time. haha. we're connected B)
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