JAM PACKEDD!

friday was the bonfire. haha i know that every time i go to the beach, i write about how its THE perfect place to just sit, relax, and think (or....NOT think) BUT friday night was just something special. if you havent read min lee's aim profile yet, thats pretty much what im about to say. it was a cold, dark night, the ocean pretty much pitch black...except for the little streak of moonlight. the moon was amazingly BRIGHT. like seriously. i couldnt help but watch the moon and the beauty of the small part of the ocean that was lighted by its brightness. and min is right: it was so magical.

i have so much to say about saturday. i dont know if you want to read it. hahaha. saturdaaaay started off with me waking up at seven oclock to get ready for the fuuull day ahead. darv (my neighbor/cousin's friend) picked me up at around 9ish, then we went to pick up melanie (cousin's friend). after that we headed over to starbucks :D yes!! hahaha. after i got my white chocolate mochaaa frap with hazelnut, we got back on the road and headed towards glendora. i dont have a single clue why the TM people decided to do the showcase there every year...ITS SO FAR! but anyway, we ended up being half an hour late..HAHAH naw its all good though cuz a bunch of people were like hours late. frikkin filipinos. HAHA. so many of them...ANYWAY. so we got there and theres like a classroom for all the Summer Intensive dancers and a classroom for all the 'professional' project people. i was so lonely. you have no idea. hahaha. so sad that im so shy. all you choir people know how rehearsal is like..you pretty much just sit there the whole time waiting for your turn to rehearse. now imagine that for the WHOLE DAY. from ten in the morning til six at night. LONGEST DAY OF MY LIFE. hahahahhaa. BUT. it ended up being fun :] so like at first i was sucha loner you know. because everyone either brought friends to do the class with, or they knew people from last year. so im like in my own little corner by myself pretending to be busy with my bag..HAHA. well theres this girl & three guys that are like always together; they've been friends since they were little. and they're the group of people that ive been sorta talking to during classes & have been wanting to actually be friends with. hahhaahahaha. but yah. so jeannine, kenneth, alvin, and brent are walking past me and they're like, "uhm we're gonna go inside to watch all the projects rehearse, wanna come with?" you have NO IDEA how happy i was. HAHHAHAHA. but anyway, yah i pretty much stuck with them the whole day. kenneth and i practiced some of our routines. (well more like, i asked him for help..crazy dancer haha.) jeannine loved having another girl to talk to ("I DONT WANT YOUR MAAAN!" HAHHAHAHAA) and the both of us kept teasing kenneth, making everything all awkward for him cuz he's like half famous now for his dancing skills and filipino hottness, so all the girls in the room were like "HI KENNETH!" or "KENNETH! PICTUUURE!!" HAHA we'd be like "When this song come on in the club, they gon be like: DAMN THAT'S HOT!!" hahahhaha poor kenneth, thats what you get for being such an attractive & crazy good dancer. hahhaha it was so much fun. and everytime i hear "let it go" by keisha cole & missy elliot, i always think about jeannine<3 but the four of them told me, "why do we start talking TODAY?! we might never see each other again." boooo. i know. BUT its cool. we're gonna keep in touch...MYSPACE! buahaha. and i got their numbers. it was great hangin out with them cuz they're all JUNIORS too. and they all go to TROY. they invited me to go to their school's PCN in may. i really really wanna go. hopefully i can drive by then...AJKLDF;ASLKJF;LA. i already miss them actually :[ oh oh and theres this frikken 8th grader, who i thought might have even been older than me, and he's like frikken amazinggg at dancing. he's only 13!! you dont know how many times i told him that the whole day. haha i couldnt get over it when i found out. tristan's so crazy fun to be with though, even if he kept forgetting my name...hahahaha but okay, ill talk about the actual show now. hahaha. so our number is five minutes long, but it felt like five seconds. hahaha. but it was good. i love dancinggg in front of an audience. you have no idea. uhmm after our number, the five of us got our free tickets and sat in the back to watch the rest of the show. omfreakinggosh. TM IS AMAZING. they performed their competition piece (first place winner @ vibe, i think it was). SO CRAAAAZY. the costumes, the routine, all the dancinggg! j;akldfslkj wow. and all the other projects were SOOOO GOOOD too. and TM JRs. are amazing. i think ill try out for that some day. not now. haha. MAYVN entertainment is hardcore. they're SO GOOD. and SHEREOS. i so wanna be in that some day ;] if i ever get good enough. hahahahhaa. its all all girls dance crew. frikken AMAZING. basically, dance shows are just so amazing to watch. love it. oooooooo and i think ima have hookups for the next fusion show!!! YES! EEEK! hopefully i get to go with jeannine and kenneth and alvin and brent. that would be awesome.

woo. what a weekend. both days tired me out. but now i have to go write four essays before midnight tonight. shouldnt be too hard. yaaaay! yesterday was amazing! and thanks to the troy people for curing my loneliness<33 we shall keep in touch! i hope to see them again at SI5 next year. (you know what i hate myself for right now? not taking pictures...I KNOW RIGHT?! stupidddd rona!)