Friday, August 10, 2007

lame attempt to define the undefinable.

love is the feeling that feels the strongest, lasts the longest, and hurts the most. why do people love? love is not a choice. it's a connection between people who share something special. nobody is perfect, and the same goes for love. love is not about finding someone who is perfect. it is about learning to love someone perfectly; about finding the person who is perfect for YOU. why do people love? it is the only true adventure in life. loving someone is learning to live with unexpected triumphs, ecstasies, and disappointments. my mom once told me, when you love, you have to prepare yourself to get hurt. because pain goes hand in hand with love. we cant get everything we want. people will say that im still young and i dont know what im saying. maybe its true, maybe its not. but from what i know and from what ive experienced, love is learning to accept whatever hits you. and its about really knowing how truly complete you can feel with another by your side. love is not about finding someone we think we can live with. it's finding that person we cant live withOUT. so i started this out, talking about THAT kind of love: you know, the one between a guy & a girl. but now that i think about it, same things go for the family kind of love & the friend kind of love. there's always gonna be ups & downs, things to deal with, obstacles to surpass. but what matters most is knowing that people care. and knowing who's still there, even after all the trouble. even after all the pain, all the sorrow. so when you're weary, feeling small, when tears are in your eeeeyes, HAHAHHA. im kiddinggg. sorry i had to do that. i needed a break from all the serious writing. ANYYYWAY. as i was saying. what matters most is knowing who's sincere and who really loves you for who you are...and accepts all your imperfections. knowing who cares enough to call you just because. knowing who cares enough to ask about your day. knowing who's capable of seeing past your fake smiles. knowing who can see the worries in your eyes. im sad to say that lately, i think ive just been taking all this for granted. and that i dont really have the right to complain or dont really have a reason to be depressed, worried, or upset. because i'm not perfect, so i cant expect anyone else to be. i dont wanna be selfish. we all have to 'man up' every once in awhile, right? these kind of things come and go anyway, rona..you should know that by now..

im in an oddly good mood right now. hahhahaa. i think it was cuz i got to have some fresh air today. i think being trapped at home all week has gotten to my head...

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