it's so hard to find someone who you can really trust nowadays. people who you would never think go behind your back and make unnecessary comments actually do. people who you go to for comfort or reassurance end up 'giving you advice' and then they turn around and tell other people things to make everything worse, or to blow things out of proportion. i mean really, did you really need to do that? people who you believed would keep your secret, went and spilled the beans. that pretty much sucks. why is it so hard to find someone you can trust? why cant people just shut their mouths? and then they come back around and apologize. sorry doesnt really have an affect on me anymore. some people say they dont hear the word enough. for me, i've excessively heard it (even out of my own mouth), to the point that it's kind of lost its meaning in my brain. and with everything ive been through, it's been overused and misused too many times. okay, so maybe i was wrong in saying that sorry means nothing. because i realize for some people, just saying that word is a big step for them. and i realize it's a big step to be able to acknowledge what you did. BUT, it shouldnt stop there. you know? like, okay, you said sorry..but that doesnt erase anything. it doesnt take away the hurt. an apology should be more than saying the five letter word; it's a call to action, a promise waiting to be made. i appreciate that you've realized your mistake, but what are you gonna do about it? for me, thats what really matters.
practice what you preach, rona..
lol..i had this debate with myself yesterday, and then last night when you called, we had a whole discussion on it. what a coincidence. haha.
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it's pretty much impossible to a find a person whom you can trust. for example, today i recently found out that one of your friends, a person whom you trust greatly in, should not even be trusted with the information you tell that person. Everything you say to this person somehow becomes known. you may trust that individual a lot, but from my POV, but you really dont know this person. you don't know how much that person, in reality, talks behind your back. all im trying to say is that you should never trust a person too much. he or she will always talk behind your back even though you have his or her word. im not saying trust is bad, because it is an essential element in friendships, relationships, etc., but you should know what to tell and know what to conceal.
i know what i said. i know sorry is sometimes hard to accept but you just have to sometimes. i forced myself to accept your sorries. but i know what you mean, sorries really dont mean anything if that person keeps saying it but continues to act the way he or she is. that means they didnt gain anything from it, they didnt learn. don't be a critic now :D
what's wrong rona?
all the first sorries were only because i didnt want to fight anymore.
i tried forcing myself to believe you were all right.
just to clear that up.
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