i lied.

theres too much going on to NOT post.

well first things first. sweeney todd is such a good movie. like freaals. i just dont like blood..but its GREAT! i loveddd it. good story. i like musicals(: this was one of my favorite lines: "..There's a hole in the world like a great black pit, and it's filled with people who are filled with shit, and the vermin of the world inhabit it.." hahaha. i loved hearing snape's voice in the movie. and johnny depp was amaaaazing(:

its so hard to find people (and even THINGS) to trust. i cant even trust paper anymore...how depressing. well anyway. ang dami nasa isip ko. takot ako. hindi maganda ang pinaginipan ko kagabi..unting unti nawawala lahat sa akin. takot ako na isang araw mawala na ang lahat. i hate uncertainties...not knowing if..if...naku..sana puede kong sabihin lahat. kasi bumibigat ang damdamin ko. pero hindi puede. kasi walang nakakaintindi sa akin. nobody understands. anyway, i think i have to lie low for at least a week. or two. we'll see..

i was going to send in an oxfordsecret this weekend. but what the heck, i have nothing to hide; i dont miss you..i miss the person i thought you were.