dear rona,
youre fckin pathetic, you know that? youre such an emotional wreck and no one likes you for it. you used to be someone that everyone liked. someone that everyone could talk to. now youre always so pessimistic and PATHETIC. pathetic. no other word describes you better. i mean really, what the hell have you turned into? who are you? i dont know who you are anymore. no one does. do you even know why the eff you cried today? because i dont. and you apparently dont know either. what the hell is wrong with you? i mean seriously? you're pathetic. youre so pathetic i cant even feel sorry for you. and you know what? maybe they are fcking right. maybe you dont deserve to be happy. people are frustrated by you. and now look, you have no one to turn to. irrational, thats what you are. its like you cant even handle yourself. how the hell do you expect other people to? unreasonable. selfish. pathetic. lost. ignorant. fickle. lazy. a huge disappointment. weak. failure. maybe theyre right. maybe you are shady and fcked up. i hate what youre turning into.
aggravated,
me
maybe i shoulda put that into my multigenre.
so, did i leave anything out? anyone else wanna effin say something? go ahead. i promise i wont kill you.
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Rona. I love you. Period. End of story. There's no going back. I honestly don't give a damn if you're pessimistic. I love you anyway. I go to you when I want someone to talk to. But that's usually at school. I'd talk to you online, but you're always away! But rona. I EFFING LOVE YOU!
No worries kay? Just know (as bad as this is about to sound,) everyone in the world could hate you, but I'd still love you.
<3 you babygirl.
honestly. i halfway agree with this person. sometimes i don't know what to think of you. sure, you have more bad days than ordinary people, but does that mean you should shun people out of your life? think about how many people you've left behind. seriously think about it. if not, then think about how many people think you've left them behind? seriously, i sure as hell think you don't care about me anymore. i'm serious, and you know what else? i deserve better than that. after all i've helped you go through. maybe our friendship wasn't worth it and we tricked ourselves into believing it would be amazing. but that's fine, if our friendship didn't work out and it doesn't exist anymore than one, or both of us didn't work hard enough to keep it. but seriously, stop taking the ones who truly care about you for granted. we both know that you have had "friends". but do you honestly know who your family is? the ones who've been through so much with you. you're not pathetic. i don't think you are. but i think you need to start learning. i think it's time you need to start holding the ones you truly love closer to your heart. remember the ones that have been there for you and gave you all their trust. don't just throw away their trust if they've done nothing but help you. it hurts like a bitch. i'll honestly tell you that. it hurts like a bitch and everytime i see something green, i'm reminded of our friendship and how i was just tossed aside. seriously, read this and think about it. don't just be like "fucking hater doesn't have the guts to tell me their name". honestly, i can't tell you my name. i just can't bring myself to it. because i feel like i didn't matter, and if i don't matter now, what's the point of putting my name? instead im going to tell you my thoughts as an anonymous person. but by now you've probably guessed or narrowed down who i am. so if you do happen to find out who i am. please listen to what i have to say and if not save our friendship then learn from it.
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