dear antonymous,

seventeen months? really now. you say you do, but i have to ask...do you really even know the meaning of what you say? that phrase you told me back in september..and now again, seventeen months later? honestly, i do not even see how you can say that. you and i were never even close enough as friends for you to even use that word. but whatever. i guess, sure. everyone has the right to freedom of speech. but there's a line of respect that i feel you may have stepped over. there's that line of comfort that you have crossed. but i cannot help you. only you can help yourself. you know i am here with someone else, yet you still insist on repeating those words you said back in september. i dont want to hear them. because it just adds to the building wall of discomfort that "lost [the] friendship somewhere along the bitterness." i will end by saying that i hope you are true to your words...and that your goodbye will help you in every way possible. oh but one more thing. i see that you have misinterpreted some of my words in the past...all that talk i did about "changing" has absolutely nothing to do with you. thats a different story..but anyway. in THIS case, i dont think i have any changing to do. that is all.