story time with you is fun. even though i ended up in tears today. haha.it feels good to know that someone understands me.
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beautiful disaster.
- rOnaMaGlian
- dancing is my passion. writing is my escape; i run to this blog when im exploding with emotion.
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You always end up in tears. I hate it.
i have reason to.
you wouldnt know.
you wouldnt understand.
only cause you let him understand. it's fucked up how you cry and you don't acknowledge those people, who were once a great deal in your life, still care, but you're too ignorant to even recognize it. It's funny how you keep saying that you've changed or you will change or you're going to start brand new. I may be being too biased and my judgment may be unjustified in your perspective but one thing is for sure, you've changed and you know it. I'm disappointed in the girl you're turned into.
You're still shady and fucked up though. No changing your fuckedupness. =/
You're a lost cause, along with those "others" who shall remain nameless...
No blaming you though, the friendship bond isn't as strong for you since you don't know what the word means anymore.
Go ahead and cry. but be sure to keep some tears for when it really matters.
i am sorry to say that i am in agreement with anonymous.
you said you would fix this, maybe you tried, but for the wrong reason.
"i have reason to.
you wouldnt know.
you wouldnt understand."
i would know if you told me. i wished you would. i don't know about now.
i don't see why you edited it. you have a right to your anger. but i read it in time, nonetheless.
you act like you know who these people are. i wouldn't be so sure.
i think the reason they don't like that you've changed, is that you're no longer like them. that can be frustrating, i know. to be so close to someone and then all at once lose the connection, the spark.
but this wasn't all of a sudden. you have always been changing. and maybe you're fed up, because you don't want to try anymore, to fix what's broken. you don't want to adjust who you are for them, because who you are has changed.
you just want to live. but things just don't work out the way they used to.
sorry if it doesn't make any sense, i'm thinking out loud.
i guess what's most important is not who you want to be, but who you choose to be. if you're happy, you've made the right choice.
if your life has changed, you need to change the way you live it. but be careful, cos that might involve taking things apart. worsening relationships. if that is still possible.
i changed my mind. you're not rona anymore. but "just cause you got the monkey off your back, doesn't mean the circus has left town." ~ george carlin.
normally i would tell you not to be so hard on yourself, not to let it get you down. but there are times when it's better if you do.
i've decided to have the decency not to remain anonymous.
carpe diem.
~ antonymous
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