just talk.

God, i wish everyday was like today's weather. the sun felt soooo goood. i seriously want summer, like NOW. i seriously want this year to be over, like NOW. sitting out in the sun for an hour and a half, on the grass just talking with some good friends, felt so nice. you know, i havent been able to sit and talk with anyone for awhile.. cuz no ones really been listening. but thats okay i guess. its just nice every now and then to sit with someone and JUST TALK. not even doing anything else...JUST TALK. and today was a lucky day cuz it wasnt just one someone, but three. it's nice to talk to someone and be able to say whats on your mind because no one is forcing you to say it. that's when you know when youre really TALKING. when no one is forced to reveal anything. when no one is forced to say anything. it shouldnt be work; just talking. there should be no serious effort. cuz it should just happen. thats the best kind of talking. and with some good serious talks comes the serious thoughts: i dont know what tomorrow may bring. i dont know who ill talk to next. i dont know what may or may not happen. whats the point in fussing over something today, when i know tomorrow will always be different? then again, there are some things that just dont ever seem to change. like she said to me during fifth period, "sometimes, i wish i didnt care about these things. its just so unnecessary." i totally know how you feel..


quote of the day:
mrs. spencer (after seeing some serious eraser remains on the table):
"what happened here?!?!"
albert lowe: "that test was hard..."
>>> HAHHAHAHAA!! albert, you're too funny(:


lesson of the day: "it's just not worth it."


i dont want to anymore. no more. no more.