what matters?

"sometimes, what matters is what we choose not to show."
you couldnt be any more right, mr. meloche. but then i think...why do we choose not to show it?
why do we do this to ourselves? keep it all inside, until you're about to explode.
soo bad for you, really. why do i do it? i dont really know.
i guess cuz i have this blog to vent to and ramble to all the time.
i think, i should stop posting for awhile. cuz im starting to think this stupid
blog is preventing me from going to anybody.
haha ohboy. i frustrate myself sometimes.