end of the road..

NOT! HAHAHAHA. i frikken love SC. just hangin with them today during/after rehearsal totally made up for this entire crappy week. freaaakin...and then on the bus, anabel and michael started singing "end of the road" at the top of their lungs. and i joined along :D it was GREAT. it was like i screamed all my bad feelings out from this week. hahahaha AND it was just fun singing at the top of our lungs, not really caring who heard us, or how bad we sound :] actually we didnt sound too bad. there was harmony. BOO YA! hahhahaha. so choir status. YES. and boysIImen. come on. cant resist THAT!

okay just a warning, the following statements will sound extremely cliche and cheezy. BUT its the truth so i dont care. i love performing a number because i dont have to think about anything else. nothing else can come to mind. cuz when you perform a number, you're a completely different person, playing a character from the song. performing is not only something fun for me, but its like an escape from myself. cuz i escape my own thoughts and feelings. i escape MYSELF. i dont like being me sometimes and performing a song is like one of the fewest moments in life when im really relaxed, carefree, and just plain HAPPY.




this song made me happy whenever i was down last year, and singing this today was just relieving :]

"time asks no questions, it goes on without you. leaving you behind if you cannot stand the pace. the world keeps on spinning. cant stop it, if you try to. the best part is danger staring you in the face. listen as your days unfold. challenge what your future holds. try to keep your head up, to the sky. lovers, they may cause you tears. go ahead release your fears. stand up & be counted, dont be ashamed to cry. you gotta be bad, you gotta be bold, you gotta be wiser. you gotta be hard, you gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger. you gotta be cool, you gotta be calm, you gotta stay together. all I know love will save the day."